Okay, today, I am irked!!! I have to take this medicine for my epilepsy that makes me even more irritable than my normal irritability :/ As if that isn't bad enough, it's Father's Day weekend. This is a difficult weekend b/c I don't really like to go through this weekend. My Dad passed away a little over 7 years ago & I miss him SO much. I don't know how to celebrate this weekend anymore, but I can tell you all: NEVER take your Dads for granted, if you still have him. I miss my Daddy SO SO SO MUCH!!! It's hard to live w/out your Daddy in a lot of certain situations.
I really wish that I had a better outlook on my life. I wish I could change myself. Sometimes I really really really DON'T like the person I am. I was telling someone the other day that I really don't know how to be happy or joyful & stay that way. I try so so hard, but I always end up back to where I am at now. I really need your prayers right now. I am having a hard time mentally. Sorry if you read this & thought "Man! She is really negative!" I am sorry...I wish I wasn't. It's not fun...
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